Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I just love Polyvore

Don't mess with a sister

the sorority life offers so much: friendship, leadership, service, social events and more!
i just played the game in facebook

ugh* i didn't know it was so addicting!
i'm having a massive headache
and my eyes looked like they never slept

i'm totally wasting my time...
i'm not even sure of how many levels are there...
there could be hundreds or even more...

so here's a pinky swear...
that i would never! play this game again hehe

Note: but do try it! it's really fun! hahaha


Monday, May 18, 2009

The Secret


Do you know the secret???

The Secret reveals the most powerful law in the universe. The knowledge of this law has run like a golden thread through the lives and the teachings of all the prophets, seers, sages and saviors in the world's history, and through the lives of all truly great men and women. All that they have ever accomplished or attained has been done in full accordance with this most powerful law.

Without exception, every human being has the ability to transform any weakness or suffering into strength, power, perfect peace, health, and abundance.

The Secret reveals the natural law that is governing all lives. By applying the knowledge of this law, you can change every aspect of your life.
The Law of Attraction!
This is the secret to prosperity, health, relationships and happiness. This is the secret to life.


watch "The Secret" now!

Out of Control


seeing me on the surface...
i'm being watched
he writes and draws my future

i help him by enacting them
I don't believe but I'm trying to decide
Which game is best for me, which can I bare

will i fail or will i succeed? i don't know what's next... but i feel that my whole future is being laid in front of me

Throw a rock upon the road and it breaks into pieces

Pull the curtains on yesterday and it seems so much later

Put a bullet in my brain and I'll make all the papers


i don't wanna slack off and just watch all the pieces fit together even if it feels that something doesn't belong


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it's time to delete these upsetting words in my lexicon
i don't know...
i'm tired...
i'm confused...




Wednesday, May 13, 2009

The Scent of Freedom


i can smell it... the redolence of the imminent emancipation. its breathtaking, overwhelming. simply staggering. i'm excited yet frightened. i didn't expect it to have a maximum impact in my quiet life.

it seems like just yesterday when i was running around getting unsightly cuts and scrapes. i would play naughty tricks to our house helpers and do crazy things with my cousins.etc.etc. there wasn't much serious things to do then. i just had so much fun! totally different nowadays. i'm starting to become one of those cynical people who say that life's difficult, mad and insane. hahaha.

~Turning 18~
i'm heading to college and i'm twitching with nervousness and excitement. i can smell the fragrant independence i've been longing for but fear the responsibility it entails. i have at my fingertips, all the knowledge i could ever hope to have. i can pursue what i want to learn with unfettered success. have a crazy schedule. have fun during vacancies. be more like an adult... blah blah blah... the list goes on.

this is it fellas

the utopian playground

SEE YA!



Tuesday, May 12, 2009

One More Hug

oh! how sweet and welcoming thy cute and cuddly presence! my arms long for thy steady limbs whilst the feeling of security...

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sitting still with eyes softly fixated onto something, these stuffed animals remain to be an emblem of love and infancy.
flanked by our stairs and lavatory, people seem to take no notice of their doting company.
as time goes by, they are slowly being ignored. being left there while absorbing dust.
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~ Too many people grow up. That's the real trouble with the world, too many people grow up. They forget. They don't remember what it's like to be 12 years old. They patronize, they treat children as inferiors. Well I won't do that. ~
-Walt Disney-
my dear little sister grows up so fast. so fond of playing computer games and listening to her favorite tunes on my ipod. "Where's Teddy now"?

“Modernity exists in the form of a desire to wipe out whatever came earlier, in the hope of reaching at least a point that could be called a true present, a point of origin that marks a new departure.”

Monday, May 11, 2009

Remnants of Summer

what a blast! just kidding... i didn't feel any spark at all. i just had the dullest summer ever. i had a pressing need to be by myself. [peace and quiet] though i never want a life full of empty chatter.

i spent my entire April tidying the house. [it was spotless!] now it's May... the house is a mess again... urgh!


not our house

i got myself glued to the television screen trying to finish every dvd in this shelf.

side effects:
massive headache
[kills 1086,765,7232 brain cells]
blob like bod
[a number of gobbledygook films bored me to death]

extended diversions:
i started to learn the mystical Tarot
interesting but exhausting. it puts me to sleep;))

read the last issue of seventeen...
which i'll definitely miss

leighton meester on the cover... a role model
my ultimate favorite!

melted chocolates!

yum!
here's a list of my "should've beens"
  • should've been out with my friends... but too bad... i'm bankrupt. i whisked all my cash. not that i have much of it anyway
  • should've been out playing under the sun... but i just couldn't stand the heat piercing through my skin. seriously! just when did i get so sensitive?!
  • should've been in an expedition... Gawd! it's hard to deal with crisis
  • should've taken driving lessons... but dad thinks i don't need 'em right now... ;((
  • should've had a job... ooo that's non of your beeswax!