Monday, May 18, 2009

Out of Control


seeing me on the surface...
i'm being watched
he writes and draws my future

i help him by enacting them
I don't believe but I'm trying to decide
Which game is best for me, which can I bare

will i fail or will i succeed? i don't know what's next... but i feel that my whole future is being laid in front of me

Throw a rock upon the road and it breaks into pieces

Pull the curtains on yesterday and it seems so much later

Put a bullet in my brain and I'll make all the papers


i don't wanna slack off and just watch all the pieces fit together even if it feels that something doesn't belong


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it's time to delete these upsetting words in my lexicon
i don't know...
i'm tired...
i'm confused...




5 comments:

  1. candz where do you get all these words? maya jud sakong bestfriend uie. mukalit lang nya kag JK Rowling dra ha. or kinsa gae to sa Twilight? hahaha. xoxal kau kag mga ipangsulti da. di pud ko kasabut hahahaha :)

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  2. hala, nasaup kog butang sa akong comment
    hahaha. :) pero may jud ka candz....

    ara ta too lahi nga blog nimu

    ahhahaha:)

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  3. lge Jess, i totally agree! Here's a TRUE BORN WRITER! it was just under our noses all along. Candz, grabe! yaw na pag accounting ui! hahaaha.. ur more than what you assume to be. hehe..

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  4. hmm... maytag mka graduate kog accounting oi para maka pursue kog laing course... hehe

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